First off it takes two to communicate. Out of all of my friends I am always the one to check in with everyone if I didn't I probably wouldn't ever hear from them. It's frustrating at times. I don't have the best communication skills, but I do put in the effort to try. Starting conversations is a bit of a challenge for me.

I'd like to find someone to actually connect with, if it stays as friends that's fine. But I'm wanting to start a family in the next four years at the latest. If I end up having to go it alone I will but I'm also open to co-parenting. So if I may have scared you off well my apologies but I'm looking for something more solid.