I was with a the love of my life i thought, we was together for 7 years and we did the infertility spent 20,000 and after we found out she was pregnant she met another woman that she left me for after 2 months of being pregnant she had my daughter she hasnt let me see her noar meet her and she is a month old and is letting the woman she left me for adopt her. I really just want the feeling. I wanted to carry in the first place, but i guess what im looking for is someone who would help me get my baby Its all ive wanted for years.